Brendon wants Ryan. Ryan… doesn’t want Brendon.
A drunken encounter in a bathroom between Ryan and Gabe at a party turns into something more. Brendon, of course, is curious and sticks his nose where it doesn’t belong.
Crack!fic in which Ryan turns into Brendon’s favorite stuffed animal, Waffles the Penguin.
By discovering the reason for Ryan’s obsession with scarves, Brendon may have found Ryan’s achille’s heel. He’s wanted to know Ryan’s weak spot since the moment they met, but now that he knows how does he use it to his advantage?
It’s hotel rooms and empty tour buses and broom closets with locks. It’s curses and air conditioning and an October breeze. It’s looks and touches and the commitment of being uncommitted. It’s two boys in love whether they like it or not.
Different moments in the lives of two boys, trying to deal while trying to figure it all out.
Alex didn’t fuck Ryan very much, to Ryan’s continual disappointment.
It’s August 30th, 2006 - Ryan’s already been here once, and this isn’t how it goes. Bruised, confused and in the wrong year, Ryan struggles to make it through the Nothing Rhymes With Circus tour (for the second time) and reconnect with a band that’s grown apart, while desperately grasping onto the future he knows he’s already lived.
Brendon wakes up to the sunset and realizes he’s the only one on the bus.
Ryan Ross is thirteen years old when he starts to write.